let's go back to mid 2004. i had recently ended my job after they were forcing me to move to philly and change my job function. i had strong ties to my church and was really involved and making a difference. therefore i decided to stay in harrisburg.
in spring 2005 i got a three month part time consulting job. in fall 2005 i got a temp job that lasted until germany.
fast forward three years and i am back from germany. no employment until december 2009 and that is only part time which is currently yielding about 4 hours a week.
that's three years of three part time jobs. now not to discount germany because it changed my life, but i have tried to live respectfully and follow where i believe i am led.
i just can't do this. multiple job rejections a week and lack of steady employment. i don't know how to deal with so much hardship. and continual feelings of being let down. i'm broken and struggling with no encouragement and what feels like abandonment.
ugh. here i am in the future and the past doesn't have much hope.
1 comments:
What kind of work are you looking for?
Sorry it's been so hard.
"Now may the Lord of peace Himself continually grant you peace in every circumstance." II Thess 3:16.
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